so school started back, so i am now a senior in high school, its not as awesome as people make it out to be but i do enjoy the senior privileges. but there is a lot of work involved, like applying for college, scholarships, SAT, ACT, having a good GPA. its pretty stressful. not to mention the added stress of having a social life. but you dont get anywhere in life with out putting in the hard work.
my dad and chrystal having started talking again my dad says he doesnt know whats going to happen, but if they did get back together that we would have to work out all the problems, meaning mine and chrystals relationship. and honetly i would try agian, if she will treat me better, becasue i do want us to be a family, i know all to well how important family is, and i would love to have a mother figure in my life.
speaking of which, Glenda and Tracy are getting a divorce, in case you don't know, Glenda is my mother for all intents and purposes, she is the omen that raised me and i love her. Tracy was/is here husband but he is a jerk, and she caught him cheating on her, she has to deal with that, plus the scare of possibly having cancer again. i want to call her and tell her i love her and everything will be okay but i don't think that'll be enough, i wish i could see her in person but she lives an hour away from me and its hard to keep in touch sometimes because of school and tennis but i do my best.
me and my dad currently are living with my grandma because dad and Chrystal are still separated i love my grandmother s much she has been there for me since i can remember but she is a very hard person to live with because she wants to control everything all the time and when you try and make her stop she gets really mad and defensive so there isn't much that can be done so i just have to deal. but hopefully things will calm down soon and i can catch my breath. p.s. do excuse my grammar and punctuation errors thanks :)
